Often in my life, I've accepted short lived false moments of euphoria (wealth, power, etc.) at the suffering of others. The happiness or the urge I was trying to fill was never gratified in these moments of pleasure. I have caused many people to suffer great losses. (more)

Some experiences of my life have come with great consequences; not only to me, but often to the people I have hurt. My plans for the future are to give back for what I've taken.

I once read that we are the only creatures that both laugh and weep. That it is because we're the only creatures that see the difference between the way things are and the way things might be.

'What might be' has often been a motto of hope for my life. It's this belief that has encouraged my family and me through horrific times of incarceration and struggles with a mental illness.

I once wrote my attorney, who was defending me during my criminal case; [Link to: MixITforME.com] that my mistakes and failures were not in the passions that I have, but in my lack of control over them.

I have been diagnosed with a bipolar illness. For my family and me, 'what may be' is who I am, when I'm not manic . What I'm most proud of in my life is an example of 'what might be'. I assisted a FDA criminal Task Force in an undercover investigation against Google.

It resulted in a $500 million dollar settlement. This was one of the largest ever. (more)